grab and hold on for dear life.

how is everyone out there in the world?
having a fantastic day yet?

i think i am.
...not to mention i had the most amazint parfait for breakfast this morning.

this is just a thought on life that i have been having recently.
everything happens for a reason. 
(even looking for a job, and not getting anything!)
or applying to a program and not getting accepted.
it doesn't mean that you are a failure.
it just isn't the right time.
     or you are meant to do something else.

something that i've been learning is that i need to be more proactive.
i'm the kind of person that would like to believe in fate, but then i go taking it to the extreme and just expecting life to come handed to me on a silver platter.
(i've learned a very important secret)
it doesn't happen like that!
if you want anything to happen, you have to go out there and get it!
because you can do anything you want to.

this is a little blast from the past.
you gotta have some of these every once in a while.

now you have to go and try this.

i think that vanilla wafers are underrated.

i'm shining!

(this is my random thought for the day...)

there are so many times that i get so busy, trying to make sure that i get everything done, that i am the best friend, sister, daughter, whatever to everybody. but there are times when i get so caught up in doing things, that i forget the people that i am doing it for. there are times when we just need to sit back a little. there are times when we might need to drop something that is "important" for something that means much  more to us. 

there are times to shine. 

feel motivated yet?

you should

;)

because...

you are beautiful!!!

(i was informed by my sister that i hadn't posted in forever... and that she had actually managed to catch up on ALL of my blog posts. this is no good. so here ya go whittus.)

tired.

today was one of those emotionally draining days.
i don't like to complain. so i won't.
but at the end of today, i just wanted to crawl into my bed and escape all of the thinking that the day involved.
i think i should just go and live in the mountains. i'll eat berries and fish for my food. no more worrying about school, boys, selling swimsuits for a job... or any of that other silly stuff. just me and the birds. and possibly bears. (hmmmm this plan is starting to sound less and less appealing...)

*breathe*

tomorrow's gonna be ok.
it always is.