tired.

today was one of those emotionally draining days.
i don't like to complain. so i won't.
but at the end of today, i just wanted to crawl into my bed and escape all of the thinking that the day involved.
i think i should just go and live in the mountains. i'll eat berries and fish for my food. no more worrying about school, boys, selling swimsuits for a job... or any of that other silly stuff. just me and the birds. and possibly bears. (hmmmm this plan is starting to sound less and less appealing...)

*breathe*

tomorrow's gonna be ok.
it always is.